Everything she said made me feel like it is completely crazy to have four. On top of agonizing over what kind of lights to put in our bedroom and how far we can extend the closet and how much wiggle room there is in the project with time and money, I really can’t think about what life will be like. I just don’t know. And I need to be OK with that, as hard as it is. Rest and trust and maybe some affirmation of my sanity would be nice.